The Bay Bridge and The Heart
This morning, I was reading CNN’s article on the closure of the Bay Bridge (a story I’m fascinated by as a native of the Bay Area), and there was one sentence that stuck out to me:
Crews working on the bridge are replacing four steel rods, one of which failed and caused two rods to fall onto the bridge’s deck…Vibrations in the rods, affected by strong winds, caused the break.
In the article, this additional information is then provided:
The pieces that fell, which include a cross beam, came from a section that was repaired during Labor Day weekend, when crews worked almost around the clock to fix a crack.
If nothing sticks out to you, reread the two quotes and then ask yourself this question: “What caused the break?” The article explicitly states that it was vibrations as a result of the wind that caused the break in the bridge. Did a hurricane sweep through the Bay Area that we were unaware of? Did a tornado sweep across the Bay, slamming into the bridge? “No,” you say, “but there were some fairly strong winds in the Bay Area over the last week.” But, are those winds what caused the break?
When building the bridge, engineers were paid millions of dollars to make sure that fairly strong winds could not break the bridge that would eventually carry upwards of 250,000 cars a day. Over the past number of decades workers, engineers, and inspectors have been paid millions of dollars to assure that the bridge is kept up and repaired when needed. The pieces (the article seems to say) just happened to fall from the same section where workers had (in a rush mind you) repaired a crack less than two months ago. But none of the inspectors, or engineers, or repair men should lose any sleep over the incident…because it was the wind that caused the break.
To be honest with you, I don’t really care about the bridge or the article. I’m sure (or I’m at least optimistically hoping) that all the appropriate people are taking the incident on the Bay Bridge seriously, but it was the wording of the article that stuck out to me because it is the exact kind of wording we use when discussing issues of the heart.
Your kids cause you to be angry, stress causes you to retreat to your sins of escapism, uncertainty causes you to be anxious, a less than ideal circumstance causes you to covet…just like the “vibrations in the rods, affected by strong winds, caused the break” in the Bay Bridge.
Just as the real issue in the Bay Bridge was a weakened structure and insufficient repairs, not the wind…so the real issue in your life that causes you to sin is not your kids, stress, uncertainty, or any other circumstance…the real issue is in your heart.
It would be absurd to leave the Bay Bridge as it is and hope that the wind doesn’t come back, or to build some sort of gigantic wall to shield the bridge from the wind…ultimately, the problem is in the structure of the bridge, and it needs to be fixed. Similarly, it would be absurd to try to avoid circumstances in life that are not ideal or try to figure out a way (using boundaries or any other mechanism) to shield yourself from the affects of living in a fallen world…ultimately, the problem is in your heart, and it needs to be fixed.
Praise God that He sent Jesus Christ in the flesh and has given us the gift of His Spirit for this exact reason. He wants to forgive, heal, mend, sanctify and purify our hearts so that He may truly deal with the problems that are causing damage in our lives. But it all starts by recognizing that the problem is not outside of us, but inside of us. We are not made to sin by circumstances and people outside of us, but we sin because we are broken sinners (forgiven and sanctified by grace). It starts by remembering, the wind is not the problem.

